I hate feeling like this all the time. Yesterday, I was sitting on my front porch and our neighbors drove by. We waved at each other(they are VERY nice)and then it happened. They started carrying out the baby crib and mattress. She is due in a couple weeks, her husband was on leave from Iraq for 10 days and she got prego (if it could only be that easy for all of us) Anyway, I was so upset and my jealousy was just raging, I really try not to do that b/c it makes me feel so bad about myself when I let it take over like that BUT sometimes I just cn't help it. ANyway, DH comes outside and looked over and said "oh thats nice" I look over and they are pulling the stroller out of the box. Poor DH just put his head down and wen tback inside. That just made my anger worse. I am feeling so guilty about how I was feeling about them last night and wanted to vent about it. Thanks for reading and thanks for caring!!!
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