I've been married for 3 years and trying to get pregnant for 16 months. I'm on my second cycle for clomid and IUI and this coming Monday it should show, to get my period or not.. I'm so scared I don't want to get disappointed as I felt after the failure of the first one. Especially that tomorrow is my cousin's baby shower. his wife got preganant shortly after they got married last year. I'm happy for them, but I wish to be in this situation too.. The irony is that me and husband are consider to be financially settled among my and his cousins, but we are missing the most precious thing to have a baby. I feel that it's not fair not to have a baby, why me.. In the church women over 45 get pregnant so easy for their third or fourth child and my body don't know even how to have one baby.. Is it fair or what ?? or I'm just geeting a little emotional because of this baby shower ???
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