When my husband and I first started TTC he thought I was pregnant. He had completely convienced himself of it. Well we had to go into babies r us to get a present for a friend and he wanted to do a registry. I told him he was crazy but he insisted. I told him he shouldn't get that excited but I couldn't talk him out of it. So I had this baby registry and didn't end up being pregnant of corse. For the next few months I figured we were going to need it eventually so I got online and made it into a real registry. When I was done with that I realized that they didn't have a babies r us in Arkansas, where I am from. So I made a target registry. Kinda silly I know but it kept me positive. When we hit six months with no I didn't do it anymore. It started getting really hard. Now here I am about to hit a year with out a baby and my hopes are really low. I decided that maybe if I updated the registries maybe it would bring some hope back to me. It was more of a bitter sweet thing. I love babies and baby stuff but what if I don't ever get to have a baby shower? I just feel kind of silly having baby registies and not even being pregnant.
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