i know it is wrong to wish things to people. but sometimes i can't help but wish infertility on some of my friends. it just seems like every time i turn around another one of my friends is pregnant. and for the most part i wouldn't wish infertility on anyone. still sometimes i can't help but think that it would be so much easier if i weren't the only one in my group of friends. then maybe they wouldn't be judgmental. i know they don't mean to be, but they are. does anyone else ever feel this way?
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