So I have made a very big decision, over the last few days I have not been doing to good. dealing with yet another negative, me and DH got into our first real argument (ever!), and just mentally and physically I am exhausted. I decided to stop the medication right, and focus on my marriage...getting us back to where we were before the medication and the continuous stress and strugle, and just to focus on myself for awhile, such as losing weight and getting healthy again. My step-daughter will be down all summer so I plan on doing some much needed bonding time with her (she is 13) and just start to enjoy life again. We are not going to do anything to prevent from getting pg, but at the same time we are not going to do anything to "induce" it. I wish you ladies all the best of luck. I am not going to leave the community because I would really go crazy then! so I look forward to hearing more BFP`s in the future and I will continue to pray for each and every one of you. and hope everyone will do the same for me. who knows maybe by some fluke accident I will get pg! I dont want to say that I am giving up, but more like just taking a step back for awhile. I have to be happy with myself again before I bring a child into this world, because if you are not happy with yourself than you will never be happy with anything. But good luck, I will be around...
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