so I find out today that my supervisor who I cant stand is pregnant shes been with this guy for 14 years she does not even have a key to his apartment hes hit her before and cheated on her too and she winds up getting pregnant this is the 3rd time in 3 months first it was my best friend who never even bothered to tell me then it was my brother in laws 19 year old girlfriend who is going on welfare and now my superviser who is a complete idiot she thought you could tell if you were pregnant 72 hours after you have sex I mean she really is not a smart girl. So any amount I had in faith is gone . i just cant do this anymore I cant be around it I cant pretend to smile and be happy for these people because Im not. ive done everything right this month everything and I am going to have to go thru another bfn . I dont believe in gods plan anymore I am done in giving myself false hope every month praying to god and hoping for a miracle it never comes and I cant let my self go thru this every month. you know what i think life just isnt fair and I am one of the unlucky ones
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