Ugh, the last couple week (almost 2 weeks) have been weird! I'm moody, nauseous, unable to sleep (I've had insomnia since I was 12, but this is ridiculous), almost constant headaches, mood swings like you would not believe, my blood sugar has been doing the whole roller coaster thing (on a normal healthy diet!) and I've been craving apple juice like nobody's business (1.5 qt in less than 24 hours, and STILL craving it, without the bowel stimulating side effect excessive apple juice consumption causes, in fact I'm actually constipated), oh and my sex drive is like non-existent and this is supposed to be my fertile week (normally I'm like a nymphomaniac during the first 2 weeks of my cycle). I have no idea what's going on with me lately, but I wish my body would calm down and figure itself out. I just started taking pre-natal vitamins this past weekend in the hopes of maybe that helping my chances, but the symptoms have been going on for longer than the 5 days that I've been taking them. Ugh, I'm so afraid to hope, especially given how early I am in my cycle (the fact that my last period may have been implantation and my HPT was a false negative is always in the back of my mind), but since my symptoms are nearly identical to those of my best friend who's now roughly 8 weeks pregnant with my god child, my hopes are starting to slowly raise as each new symptom is added to the list.
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