Sometimes I wish I was like a kitchen appliance cause then I would have an on and off switch. I wish I could turn off my emotions. And not even care. For some reason every month I think I have a chance and every month I m diappointed.For the last two weeks I have had sore boobs which never happens to me.I never get that before a period so I started to think maybe these stupid pills are actually working. Maybe I actually could be pregnant. I started to spot a few drops blood but figured that could be implanation maybe so I took a test just to be disappointed. Why do i even fool my self. That why I wish I could be a blender , the dishwasher or maybe the oven cause then I would have an off switch. Just sick of feeling. Rather feel nothing then this.
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