I just got back from visiting my SIL at the hospital after she had her c-section today. And my other SIL was there with her 6wk old baby. And I am not a mess! I was able to be happy the whole time and just enjoy these beautiful little babies. Of course I felt a bit sad and that longing for my own when I looked into their little faces....you all know how that goes. Anyway, I'm just proud I have been able to hold myself together. Let's just hope it continues! ;)
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