I don't post alot on here but I just can't believe what I just did and I need some consoling. I've been wanting this "You'll Always be a Mom" bracelet from http://www.rememberingourbabies.net/store/Default.asp to remember our little Angel, Taylor who we lost Sept 06 (We've been trying again ever since with no luck. I'm seeing a Dr. next month) I found this bracelet sometime during the summer and I dropped so many hints with my DH that I wanted it. I just couldn't bring myself to buy it. I just don't think feels right to buy something that says "Mom" on it for myself, especially since I have no living children. Anyway, I really wanted it for the anniversary of Taylor's loss. Then I decided I was just going to buy it since I wanted it so much. Anyway, I went to do that and they were all out. I didn't think they would ever make anymore. I thought I'd missed out on them forever. Well, this morning I found that they had more in and I was so excited I didn't want to miss out on it again so I bought it. I really didn't want to buy it for myself but I did anyway. At lunch I told my DH what I did and he had this look on his face.. he told me he was planning to get it for me for Christmas. I just broke into tears. I didn't want to buy it, I would have rather gotten it from him. Now the bracelet won't be as special. I just can't beleive he even remembered it. I just feel so awful. I ruined Christmas! Now I won't get to be suprised on Christmas morning with such a wonderful gift because I just had to go buy it for myself. I can't beleive I did that. I don't know what to do now! He said it was ok.. he always says that when I do something stupid like this. I'm such a stupid, stupid woman!
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