i have only 3 more days until beta test on monday and i am feeling like af will start any second...maybe its in my head....maybe i need some support and faith that this can really happen to us, that i can really get pregnant again. maybe first IUI dont work....maybe i am tired of going through all this month after month. maybe i never thought in a million years i could be this emotional month after month because the one thing i have wanted all my life, the thing i waited until i was sure i was ready for i just cannot seem to have. i get mad at the world and i dont like feeling this way. i need faith and i feel i dont have any anymore and that makes me really sad right now. sorry for the venting...
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