Sometimes I feel like I am the only person in my marriage that is really dedicated to trying to conceive. I feel like I am doing all the work. His attitude is that it will happen when it happens. My attitude is that I am running out of time and I need it to happen now. Somedays, today being one of those days, I am just ready to say forget it. I really want to have faith that God will give me a child someday. But today is one of those days that it just seems hopeless. Does anyone have these kind of problems with their spouse?
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