I'm struggling today, ladies. Actually, I was fine all day until this past hour. I even drove home thinking how much better I feel about this round of clomid than the previous three. And, then it hit me like a ton of bricks. Complete despair. Today's issue...I feel so guilty because it is my body that is failing us. I feel like a failure as a wife and as a woman. When I miscarried several months ago, I told my husband that he became very upset. He is so incredible and takes such good care of me but he can't understand the feelings of guilt, shame, anger. How do I combat the guilt?
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