I have been learning a lot from everyone here, reading your experiences and stories, but I think it's almost too much for me to handle because of the acronyms (AF, BPC, UC, etc.) because today, I scared myself for no reason. Yesterday when I got my first set of blood tests done, I saw that they were testing for the HIV antibody and I thought, wow, I hope that doesn't exclude me because I do have that, a lot of people do (keep reading). I have been obsessing today thinking omg, they aren't going to let me do ivf because of the HIV. I kept wondering why...and I started researching it on the internet. Then it hit me, it's HIV, not HPV! I got the two confused!!!! How could I have forgotten what HIV is? *LOL* Seriously, my brain must be overloaded!!!!
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