I cant take so help me god I cant take it. Everyone around me is pregnant. My sister in law is pregnant agian anf she doesnt take care of the first and is having another one. Two other people I know cant really afford to have babies and nwo I just found out my best friend from when I was in grade school is three months pregnant and she hasnt even been married a year yet and I have been married for four years. I know that it doesnt matter how long they have been married but I feel like god is making everyone around me pregnant just to torture me. I have very little if any faith left. I am so sad to the bottom of my soul and it feels like I am drowning in my thoughts of never beening able to have a child. I dont understand. And then to top it off I had to go to my cousins daughters birthday. I am so sick of going ot other people's kids birthdays and wishing it was my childs.
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