So, we find out in early December that my DH has some seriously bad swimmers. He is in complete denial at this point and insists that the 3% chance that we have to concieve will happen for us and was even more convinced that it would happen this month. For the last few cycles, I have not been obsessing... I have accepted that we need IVF. BUT, he got my darned hopes up all over again! I should have known better than to get sucked in! So, as AF is approaching, I am second guessing myself again. "Hmmm my boobs hurt, my uterus feels funny, i am really eating a lot...." All the while there is a 97% chance that I AM NOT PG! Then, when I got home, I wiped and AF is here! It is just spotting... but I know it is AF. Why do PMS symptoms have to be soooo much like pregnancy symptoms? I was pregnant once and it is so hard to tell the difference! Anyway, now I am disappointed and I am so mad at myself for even letting myself hope that I was pregnant once again. I should know better by now. Just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.
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