today I spoke with my dr because I need a refill on my clomid and she told me because of the size of the cyst on my right ovary I probably wont be able to take it for three months WTF am I supposed to do for 3 months. My body is useless my best friend who doesnt even like her husband is 8 weeks pregnant and I cant stand myself Af should be popping up right around xmas to remind me just how miserable I really feel about myself. Not once in my entire life have I ever gotten a break NOT ONCE and now with the whole 3 month wait on the clomid its just another set back in my already shitty life. FUCK FUCK FUCK I am so goddamn mad I did everything right this month and what am I gonna get out of it a BFN . and on top of that I have to hear my coworkers say well mabe its for the best give your body a chance to rest and im like what rest does it need it hasent done a fucking thing for me like my piece of crap ovaries deserve a vacation incase anybody cant tell I AM SO MAD I COULD HIT SOMEONE I AM JUST MAD AT THE WORLD.
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