Well, I just came back today (1/16) from a 3 day stay over visiting my family. I was at my dad's monday and tuesday, then my mom's mtuesday and today. While at my dad's my very young sister, she's only 17, told me she was pregnant and due April 4th. I feel happy that I am going to have aneice to spoil, and a newborn baby in my life. I feel so guilty that I wish she can't handle the baby and gives her to me. It makes me feel wrong inside that I wish she can't handle the baby. Since she hastold me she was pregnant all I dream about is her not being able to care for the precious baby, and giving me the baby to raise. Is it wrong of me to wish that? Why do I feel so guilty for dreaming that? I love my sister more than anything, and she is very responsilbe, but I feel she won't be able to handle the baby and doing anything with the baby during the nights. She has the support of my step-mom, but I still feel that she won't be able to handle the baby. She seems happy that the baby will be here soon, but she's not that happy about having her so young. I feel like telling my sister she can give me the baby, and that I will raise the baby no matter what. I feel like such a baby person for wishing my sister can't handle the baby. Is it so wrong of me to want a baby, even if she's just my neice? I am feeling so guilty, please help me. I wish tons of sticky baby dust to everyone.
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