Hello Ladies. Some of you may know me..i have been on the DS pages now since last July just before my first IVF. I have met so many wonderful ladies, shared bfns, bfps, two week waits...symptoms, fears...... After my 2nd failed IVF..i have faded away, being here actually bacame so emotional for me! But, I have never had anymone understand me like the ladies here so here I am, and FEAR has been paralyzed the start my next cycle. I was to start Feb, then March came, now April. AF has not shown up yet so I am unsure of what I will do NOW! I am so afraid of it failing again...and I mean scared to death...each time a part of me dies, my dreams, my hopes...talk about feeling depressed! A friend of mine here at DS, inspired me to reach out, she is just one of so many wonderful, stong women here!
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