This BFN is taking me to the bottom... I feel like I have a block tied to my ankle and was pushed out of a boat. I feel so heavy in my heart in my mind. I sit here and tears just start coming uncontrolled. My baby girl is 5 and she comes up to me and throws her arms over my shoulders.. She says mommy are you alright??? I don't want to worry but I can't hide from her either all day. I just don't know what this pain is from and why it is so intense this cycle. I have never felt this bad.. Only when I miscarried. I ask for your love and prayers girls at this time.. Thank you so much for being there for me..
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