Okay. Started third IVF cycle 7/18. This time they started me with Lupron, then added Follistum and menapure, this is a change from my last two cycles, but the damn doctor (sorry irritated) never tells me why he is making the change, what may help, what he thinks. I never had a problem with the actual cycle before, prodoced plenty of eggs, grade a-8 cell, only three day transfers but it was keeping them around that did not work. They tell me before each cycle they sit down with each file and have a "round table" discussion about each case and make decisions, well how come they can not tell me what they talk about??? So many of the women here know their FSH levels, what their estogen levels are, etc... . I went to the docs yesterday and so far nothing to measure, but she did not even say she sees something on the horizon...this one doc. i get is a COLD FISH, rather snobby and makes me feel like sh...! Anyway they raised my medication to 450 of follistum and 2 menapue but she did not tell me anything else, how my bloodwork was... nothing just point and shoot and do what I am told! Then I read here about possible reasons that the embies did not implant, toxins from my tubes, antibodies. . I tell you I sobbed for an hour and a half last night and poor DH could do nothing for me! ANyone please, am I being too sensative?
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