A friend of mine and I were both going thru infertlilty at the sametime. Both been ttc for 5yrs. 5 LONG YEARS! She understood exactly what I was going thru just as she was. Then the bitter-sweet news came. She was PG with twins. IVF is how it happened for her. I just haven't been able to keep in touch with her since I heard the news. Don't get me wrong, Of course I am happy for her and for altmommy. My friend has since had her babies. I feel like I'm being left behind. Another friend of mine was also TTC and eventually got PG. I feel like we don't really have anything in commen now. She's busy being a mom, while I watch my life slipping me by one month at time. Anyone else feel this way?
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