HELLO EVERYONE. THERE ARE TIME WEAR I AM A EMOTIONAL MESS SPECIALY WHEN PEOPLE ALWAYS ASK WHEN ARE WE GOING TO START HAVING KIDS IT LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME DO I HAVE TO EXPLAIN MY SELF AND MY SITUATION TO EVERYONE. ALSO IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE ON MY HUSBANDS SIDE OF THE FAIMLY IS ALWAYS PREGNANT OR JUST HAD A BABY, LIKE RIGHT NOW BOTH MY HUSBANDS SISTER AND BROTHERS GIRLFRIEND ARE PREGNANT AND THERE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THERE PRGNANCY AND I FEEL LIKE I AM SO OUT OF PLACE WHEN I AM AROUND THEM. BUT EVERYTIME I AM AROUND ALL THIS I GET VERY EMOTIONAL AND HELPLESS, I REALLY DONT LIKE TO EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS WITH PEOPLE THAT HAVE KNOW CLUE WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH, BECAUSE THEY JUST END UP PISSING ME OFF, THEY HAVE NO CLUE AND ACT LIKE THEY DO. SO I TRY TALKING TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS BUT HE NEVER WANTS TO TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE HE SAYS HE DONT WANT TO SEE ME CRY BUT I THINK ITS BECAUSE HE DONT KNOW HOW TO COMFORT ME AND MAYBE HE DONT WANT TO SHOW HIS EMOTIONAL SIDE OF ALL THIS TO. WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK? AND SUGGESTIONS ABOUT THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT THINGS? THANK YOU AND GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE I SEND ALL YOU BABY DUST!!!! ***AMBER***
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