Hello, I am new here. We lost our first daughter a day after birth due to multiple birthdefects. The day of her funeral, my husband told me he found a varicocele. We tried for eight cycles. Then, we went to a fertility center for an evaluation. I got pregnant with Ann during the evaluation. Now, I am going back to a fertility center for another evaluation. We have had two mcs this year. One miscarriage was at 6 weeks in September. The last one was the hardest. At 18 weeks, they discovered my son Haven died at 16 weeks. It has been crushing to say the least. My doctor diagnosis me with MTHFR, a blood clotting disorder. We had a nasty meeting with a hematologist, who was rude about us naming our son. Some doctors do not feel this is a clotting disorder. My SIL is due any day. It's tough. My in-laws nor my own family is supporting me. I have an appointment on Thursday, but I am scared. I am hoping to try again. I just want another baby. I need some guidance through this process.
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