So, I went to the Dr. AGAIN this morning to have my bloodwork and unltrasound. Still the follicles are not ready. AGAIN. So, we have to do ANOTHER shot tonight and go back on Wed. and then possibly ANOTHER shot and then back on Fri. I am trying to keep my head up about all of this but for some reason I can't seem to today. I hate that I feel like this is all too much and I have not even started my first IUI. Just all of the injections and bloodowrk leading up to it have me feeling like a pincushion. Or a sick person. I know that I am not sick. But who else goes to the Dr. as much as that? Who else has a sharps container at home? We are not sick people but we are hurt. That kind of hurt that no one can see on the outside but affects every part of your day. And sometimes I wonder if we do end up pregnant at the end of this, what do I tell my friends who don't know? They have had babies, no problems. They will want to compare pregnancy stories and they won't understand. They can't understand. I don't understand. I am sure that no one here thought that this was going to be their path so I would feel selfish in saying "why me"? But I think that we all have that moment that we feel that way. And I am just having one of those days......
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