I was starting my first IVF cycle at age 30 due to low ovarian reserve. I started gonal and lupron and was told at day 8 I was not responding and it didn't look good for me. The stimulation won't work for me. I was told I can't have a baby with my eggs. In order to conceive I would need an egg donar yesterday. My emotions are horrible I feel so empty and I feel so alone. How can I be 30 and only have one choice of conceiving. I asked my twin if she would be an egg donar. She said she would but what if that doesn't work either. I just wanted a baby so much and the worst is knowing without a donar I most likely will not. There is also a chance that even if I have a egg donar what if implantation doesn;t work. I want to have hope but right now I have none.
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