Is anyone else just starting on this daughting experince? I have no idea what to expect and really feel I have no hope left inside of me. I've wanted children for so long, everytime someone anounces there pregnant I fall apart. Me an my husband have just been referred to a fertility clinic after tests from the doctors showed I am not ovulating and my husband has lazy, wrong shaped sperm. We have no ides what to expect. I have read so many books and to be honest it has just confused me more. Im so greatful for my stepson and feel gulity for wanting this so much when some people have no children in their lifes at all. Im scared that this will destroy my life if it never happens. I find myself crying all the time and really feel I need stop but I can't. Is there really hope or am I fooling myself?
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