I just had my first Clomid and IUI treatment 12 days ago. Am supposed to take a home pregnancy test this Friday. I spotted yesterday morning and then nothing until about an hour ago. I keep telling myself that maybe I really am pregnant and this is just implantation bleeding...but I know it's not. I know I'm not pregnant. It will be the 16th month of disappointment and I'm tired of everyone who knows what's been going on telling me to think positively. They have NO idea how hard this is. I feel obsessed and helpless. Can you relate?
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