Hello Ladies. First off I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. I myself am having a bad time of things right now. Not really sure what happened i just kind of lost it today. Depression has resurfaced and i'm not sure what to do about it anymore. (i did join the depression community today) Like many others i would love to start the new year out on a positive note i just can't. It's probably gonna to sound silly, but i just have this "feeling" that things aren't going to work out. Is anyone else like that? Where you just can't seem to help putting your faith in your gut instincts? All i know is i'm all negativity and i hate that i'm like that. i hate that i feel so empty and alone (holidays don't help) What i hate most is that i really think that i deserve all of this. I've made mistakes, i've taken things for granted, i've made bad choices things i regret, but can never undo. So maybe i don't deserve to have a child. You all seem so deserving and my heart goes out to you in your struggle. And here i sit thinking how dare i even feel sorry for myself. I wish you all so much joy and happiness and that your prayers are answered. Sorry for the negativity, just wanted to get a little of my feelings out.
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