This has no point but to say there are some days when I really hate my husband and I think to myself "why am I doing this? And what will it take to be happy" But I know the answer is I do this because I want a baby and hopefully once the infertility goes away, we can go back to being happy. But I have to be honest, sometimes I just hate him for his male infertility which makes me take the pain and surgeries. I know how awful that sounds and how incensitive that makes me sound. But I wish he cared about this half as much as me. What do you do when you just truly hate him for a moment?
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