The one thing I was worried about through the entire process was implantation failure, and it seems my worst nightmare may be coming true. I had my ET on 9/18/09. Exactly 5 days before my period (without fail), I always get a brown/dark brown spotting. Just like clockwork it started 5 days before my cycle would normally be due. Which was 5 days after my ET. Today it still looks like I am track to start my period on Monday, 9/27. I called my clinic and they advised to continue my progesterone shots, and I am, but I really don't see the point. I go in Monday for blood test, which I expect will confirm what I am feeling. I am feeling so many things right now. I am sad, angry, and I have very little hope. I just feel empty inside.
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