I HATE this emotional roller coaster! I am sitting here crying my eyes out because I know that this months attempt of getting pregnant isn't going to work out. My period is due the 16th and today is the 11th and to my surprise I am already getting cramps when it was just two days ago I felt like I was pregnant. I have had a child before so I know what the symptoms are. I swear the same thing happened back in January. I felt like I was pregnant, but then I am not. I can't talk to anyone here because they have no clue. I think tonight I am just going to curl up in my bed and just cry because that is all I feel like doing. I feel as though, I don't cry enough because I have to hold it together for my family. I have considered counseling but I don't know how effective it would be for me. I have done counseling in the past. I am suppose to see another RE on Sept. 26th and I haven't told my husband because I think it would make him mad. I would love to go straight to IVF and I think after this month that is exactly what I am going to look into. Oh by the way, I found out a friend of mine is going to have a baby in May. Let's just throw some more salt on my wound. Thanks for listening.
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