When does the new you become the real you? When do the parts of the real me fade & become less than what I am now these phases last longer and they often feel so intense. Its this new me that is so angry, depressed, cynical & it is not the me I once was. I use to be so different and it just seems harder and harder to find the me that I once was The wounds that never really heal & then the pain of my longing & disappointments are like the scars that have become distinguishing features.
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