Yes. But I try not to think that way, but it is so hard. To me we become more in tune with our bodies and with every little twinge, ache etc. we try to figure out was going on. Baby dust to you.

Thanx, you're right. We do become so in tune with our bodies. Although, yesterday I became greatly sick and the smell of our new hand soap sends me to the bathroom dry heaving. But I am not due for a preggers test until mon- or tues. We'll see i guess.

I'm there right now. I had to go for a pregnancy test this morning. But, I know deep down in my soul that it will be negative.

LOL! (laughing at myself) Don't you just feel like it's a waste of time and money? I would much rather wait for my period to start than to take a pregnancy test.

Yeah. I'm sitting here analyzing what I am feeling trying to decide if it is really cramps or not. If I am going to bleed, I wish that I would just bleed!

The month that we got our BFP, I was 100% convinced that I wans't pregnant. Lo and behold, I was definitely pregnant! I think with me though, I was so used to getting BFN's that I was in denial that I would ever get a BFP. I think it was easier to think negatively and expect that bfn, than it was to think positively and be disappointed time and time again. I wish you the best of luck though!

I understand that. We have been at this for a year now. Every month is such a let down. I just don't have the energy to get too hopeful. That certainly isn't to say that I won't cry my eyes out if it does come back negative.

That's how I felt last month. I had all of these severe pms symptoms that I thought were pg symptoms and I was caught between trying to be hopeful, and the feeling that I wasn't pg. Stupid AF just wouldn't come! She was 8 days late and I was pissed! After 2 + years of disappointment, I'm just tired and not as proactive as I used to be. I feel like I just need to accept that it is what it is and go adopt a pet!

LOL! Now, you know there are serious benefits to adopting a pet. Pets love you unconditionally. They don't talk back. They don't ask for money. They don't want to borrow the car. They may come home pregnant. But, you can at least sell the puppies/kittens and turn a profit! (hee, hee)

Yes. After so much disappointment and every month being not our month it is hard not to think like that.

Well, it is nice to know others can feel this too. I hate feelin this way, but i think it kees me from getting my hopes up.
My husband and I actually have a pet. AFter we miscarried we bought a miniature dachshund and I have to say it is the best thing we could have done. We are talking about getting another if we aren't pg by dec. She is my child. I love her to death! She is actually going as a pumpkin this year for halloween. I am so excited and my family treats her as a granddaughter. She is the first granddaughter on my side. My parents lover her to death and take her for the weekend all the time. LOL! I really suggest getting a pet!

YES I feel like that now. Even after getting a positive beta on Mon. it just seems to good to happen to me. I hope everyone of us gets our wish soon.

Yup, that is how I felt last month and I was right. The month before I was so sure I was pregnant and I was wrong, so what do I know!

yes I feel that way all the time I start out hopeful then lose hope right in the middle.

I felt that way when I did IVF. I wanted it to work, and I told myself it did, but somewhere deep down I just felt it did not work.
I really think cycle 2 is going to be the one!
Maybe the month you think "won't" be the month "WILL" be :-)