I have always been a positive person - optimistic, looking on the bright side of everything - until now. I try to focus on other things, make non baby related goals, throw myself into work and hobbies... be thankful for the wonderful husband and family that I have.... but I still, at times, find myself completely overcome with a sadness that I cannot shake. Is this normal when faced with IF? Does anything make it easier? I know that there are so many options to try and that there really is hope..... I just feel so betrayed that anyone, myself included has to go through pain like this. I'm sorry this is such a downer post... it's just a low day.
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