As I read many of your experiences, I have realized that my struggle has only started. However, I feel that you will understand me more than all the people in my life. For one, today my best friend had a beautiful baby boy and although I am not jealous or mad, I feel upset. Not at her but at myself. To top things off, my husband (not that he isn't sensitive) just told me that seeing our closest friends have a baby makes him want one more. Add the pressure!!! I just feel so stupid and so lonely. I am mad, sad, annoyed and confused. I guess I just do not get it. Is there anything that I could do to make myself feel better?
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