I just got finished having a "discussion" (argument) with my mother about my fertility situation. The basic gist was I'm not doing what God wants me to do with my life, so He's refusing me a child. I said He doesn't seem to mind doing it for other ppl (addicts, abusers etc). She then went on to tell me that I'm "wasting time" doing Clomid and whatnot first because there's no guarantee. Instead I should just save all that money and do IVF. I tried to explain that even IVF wasn't guaranteed and I was told I didn't know what I was talking about. But things aren't going to happen on my time. I just don't know how to deal with this. I mean things have been hard enough today (I found out my 27mm folicle seems to be a cyst, instead of an egg) and it's not like I don't get enough crap from other ppl telling me to relax or whatever. I could relaly use the support of my family in this and I don't apparently. How do I deal with this???
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