When we first started TTC, the sex was WONDERFUL! I'll leave it at that. But now, I can't stand it. Whenever we HAVE to have sex, I dread it. 1, Because I'm afraid of having to go through the heartbreak of getting my period. and 2, There was a lot of sexual abuse in my family and anytime I HAVE to have sex, it's a huge issue for me. What should be beautiful and natural has turned into "making a deposit". This is what we call it now. Sex after I get my period, or even the day before we HAVE to do it, is GREAT, everything's fine. But when we have to, it's just so hard. Anybody else with this problem? How do you deal with it?
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