Hey- four years-plenty of trying & no results. Nieces that were babies when we started & are now fully into the whole Santa thing. Is it just me or does Xmas seem to make it harder?? I didn't want to put a tree up this year- cause I thought whats the point for the two of us? I just want someone to take the ache in my heart away. I just want to feel okay again. I resent my husband cause he made me feel like I wanted to have his kids and now we can't- I want to feel young & single & full of hope. I don't know....some days are good.....some days are so hard I think I'm mental- i think I'm mental now postin this!
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