I have been struggling with infertility for years but it seems to be getting harder with my recent miscarriage last month. I found out today that a good friend of mine is pregnant about 7 weeks. I am happy for her but sad for myself. Her husband has been recently diagnosed with prostate cancer and so they tried to hurry up and get pregnant before he had his prostectomy in September. I can't believe it can take some of us so long to get pregnant and when we finally do it can be taken from us so quickly. She didn't want to say anything because at the time she found out she was pregnant I had my miscarriage. Also, my husband's cousin passed away at the age of 32 and his side of the family had a funeral for him last Thursday. I can't believe so much has happened in just 4 weeks since my miscarriage. My marriage has good days and some bad days, but today was not a good day because my husband just told me he couldn't try for a 2nd child anymore. This breaks my heart! I am thankful for the blessings I currently have in my life but some days I feel like I just can't take anymore. It has finally come to the point people don't want to talk to us because they know how hard it has been for us to get pregnant and with 2 miscarriages in the past 6 months. I don't know what else I can take.
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