Seriously this has been the worst Birthday. I went to my new RE today. she thinks I have low ovarian reserve. Not sure until we do the clomid challenge test. She wants to try a new protocol which might be good. My Mom and husband came with me to the appoinment. They really didn't think it was bad news but all I heard was that I probably have a 5 to 10% chance of getting pregnant then we'll have to talk about donor eggs. I just don't know how that can be good news. Then to top it off!!!!!!!!!!!!! My 22 year old cousin not married is yes you guessed it PREGNANT! Just found out today of all days. Seriously I just can't stop crying I feel like a freak!!!!
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