Well, I had my transfer on August 6th, 5 grade A embies.(Third Cycle) For those of you who know me, I had fallen and severly sprained my ankle just befor tranfer. Anyway, so I am in the two week wait and feeling very crampy (more so then the other cycles),, last Wendnesday evening I had the worst pains I have ever felt in my life! Spent three hours on the bathrrom floor, just crying! Called RE....the paid was above the pelvic bone so did not worry him as far as embies. The pain would not let up,,,so off to the ER I go,,,No CAT Scan of course, they did an ultrsound instead....KIDNEY STONES. ....okay so they send me home, by the way they did a urine pg. test, negative. I saw RE a few hours later, they did blood work and told me that test was way too early! In any event the pain came back and even worse that night. .. off to the ER again! At this point I am drained, every hope is just gone. Sent me home again, Monday A.M. was my BETA.....BFN! I still have not passed the stupid stone, going for a CAT Scan tody but the Urologist told me that the damn stone could have screwed up my entire IVF Cycle. I wonder if he will put that in writing?? You see here in NJ we are given IF Insurance under a State Mandate, the insurance companies have to offer it, but with IVF it is a four time max for LIFETIME! I feel like this one was just robbed from me! I am so broken, my faith is tested to a point that I don't even know if it exist anymore and to boot I tried to come to DS and post for support and the damn thing kept telling me I had to join the group first, when I was alredy a member! TEARS and ANGER! Oh, Ladies please help me, just to function is way too hard right now!
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