Okay, in 24 hours I will be on the road to Iowa City to get my beta drawn. I am freaking out!! I don't want to go!! I am so positive that this FET worked that I just want to skip the beta and see what happens!! I can't take the disappointment of a negative result!! I just know this time worked!! Kind of!! I am trying really hard to stay positive and by tomorrow afternoon I will know for sure!! I guess I am really just venting here!! Anyone else feel that just maybe the way they are feeling right now is better than knowing for sure? If this worked the baby/babies will be due around my daughters 8th birthday. She told us all the other night that that would be her birthday present, she wouldn't need anything else!! How sweet she is!! Friday we are going out to eat, I decided that I will either be eating for 2 (or 3!) or drinking for 10!!! Thanks for listen to my rant!!! LOL!!
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