Heard from the doctor this morning. My numbers are not good, infact, they say I'm not pregnant. But the only time I've ever felt like this is when I was pregnant. Now I have an appointment this afternoon to find out what's going on. I still don't have my period and I still have that major pain in my side. I need to ask the doctor if it's possible they're catching it on it's way out, or am I one of those sick women that wants a baby so bad that she actually goes though ALL the syptoms of being pregnant, including growing a belly. I don't want to be one of those women. I don't think I could handle that. Pregnant or not, there is something really wrong. This pain is not normal. But I'm telling I just KNEW I was pregnant. I could FEEL it. And every time I felt it like this, I was. The only thing I can think is it's on it's way out and my period should start any second. If not, then I have to assume I'm crazy. It's not a good day. I just have to wait and see what the doctor says. This is a new low for me and I'm so hurt and confused.
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