Ok so all of my friends have children. I have known now for some odd 4 yrs that something but we don't know exactly what is wrong because we haven't been able to concieve. So anyways ever since about 3 yrs ago I guess you could say that I have convinced myself that since we can't have kids, that I don't want kids. I haven't quite convinced myself of that fully. Last nite I was babysitting my best friends 2 month old and I had a quick glimpse of what it would be like to be a mommy. I was holding him in my arms and he was just sitting there looking up at me and he giggled and goo'd at me and something in my heart melted. Later on my boyfriend picked him up and they were sitting on the couch and they were both looking at each other it also melted my heart he looked like a natural. So now today my emotions are on overload. Any advice?
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