At church yesterday one of the ministers and his wife had their newborn baby blessed. They suffered a miscarriage and a couple of months later they conceived and of course...had the baby. They are a lovely couple and deserve God's choicest blessings, but I found myself focusing on myself and what was not happening for me. I know it is not Christ like to be a "hater" but after my miscarriage---nothing! I guess my question now is not whether or not God can do it for me, but will he? There are several other couples who are having babies at church after having fertility issues or are on their second kid. I guess my question is - how can I sit at the same church, under the same teaching and be seemingly (to my knowledge) the only one who has not gotten her blessing? I hate to sound as if God owes me something but I am beginning to wonder if having a baby is for me. Any thoughts?
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