I wonder if I am the only woman who sits around all of the time wondering if I will ever have the chance to carry my own children. My husband and I moved to a very small town about a year ago for his work, and I have applied for every job advertised and that I had heard about through his work friends. I still have not found a job. I also have had trouble making friends in this town, and the one I have met works full time and about 30 min away, so we can never meet out for lunch. With so much time on my hands, I am making myself crazy by sitting around with nothing else to focus on. I suffer from seasonal depression, and I was feeling pretty good this spring until this cold snap. I find myself laying around feeling sorry for myself and making myself even more depressed. I am ready for the warm spring temps again.
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