We received some news yesterday. My DH's sister has four kids and one surrogate child. She announced yesterday that she is becoming a surrogate again. While someone in "my condition" should admire such a choice, I am devastated. The entire family was so involved and immersed in her last surrogacy that i can only imagine what it will be like this time. My MIL even calls the baby her "fifth grandchild." Now I have to watch her go through this while we are in so much pain. I know I am being selfish but I feel like this is insenstivie. Worse yet she announced it on Facebook and didn't tell us beforehand. This has caused a huge divide between me and my DH (even though he isn't thrilled about what she is doing). No one can understand why I am feeling so bad about this. She has this need to be the constant source of attention particularly when it comes to motherhood, fertility and her surrogacy efforts. Last time we all got weekly emails on her journey etc. I seriously cannot deal with that this go round. I need to find a way to deal with this and focus on my own journey and I'm so angry and hurt right now.
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