This is my first time posting on one of these boards. I was diagnosed with pcos about 10 years ago. At the time I just went on BCP and moved on with my life. When my husband and I decided to start a family a few months ago, I went to see the reproductive endocrinologist. All of my tests came back normal so he put me on metformin and I seem to be ovulating on my own. As part of the work up the RE did a semen analysis and we found out my husband has severe infertility ( sperm count ~1mil). The RE told us ouronly hope is a sperm donor or IVF. I am 29 years old and I feel like my life is over. I am really struggling to not resent my husband. I know intellectually that it isn't his fault, but I know it's not mine. I am the one who will have to make all the sacrifices for his problem. I am so ashamed of myself for feeling this way. I actually had a fleeting thought of divorce. Has anyone else been through this before?
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