This is my first time posting on one of these boards. I was diagnosed with pcos about 10 years ago. At the time I just went on BCP and moved on with my life. When my husband and I decided to start a family a few months ago, I went to see the reproductive endocrinologist. All of my tests came back normal so he put me on metformin and I seem to be ovulating on my own. As part of the work up the RE did a semen analysis and we found out my husband has severe infertility ( sperm count ~1mil). The RE told us ouronly hope is a sperm donor or IVF. I am 29 years old and I feel like my life is over. I am really struggling to not resent my husband. I know intellectually that it isn't his fault, but I know it's not mine. I am the one who will have to make all the sacrifices for his problem. I am so ashamed of myself for feeling this way. I actually had a fleeting thought of divorce. Has anyone else been through this before?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...