you know my DH and I have always wanted kids and started trying 3 years ago within a month of being of BC we were pregnant and m/c at 5 weeks and haven't been pregnant again. DH count is low and doctor said 3 or 4 IUI's max and then IVF. For personal reasons IVF isn't an option for us. So we had said if it didn't work that we would adopt. Recently I was looking at an adoption website and through a sample questionare they ask you and one of them said something like have you always wanted to adopt or is it a last resort. And I feel like that sounds so selfish for me to say that it was my last choice because honestly 3 years ago I probably wouldn't of said i would adopt but now that I've faced with not being able to have my own child I feel that I could be a great mother to child who doesn't have a mommy or daddy. And I feel that I could raise them just like they were my biological child. But I feel quilty that I would answer that question that adoption was my last choice but things have changed and I think I had to be brought to this option. I don't know where all that came from but just something I had on my heart. We have one more IUI left to do, found out today that the 2nd one didn't work so my mind is wandering I guess. thanks for listening.
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